This morning, I sadly handed my sweet little baby over to strangers. It is something that I have been dreading since we started trying to have kids. I was half depressed half trying to force myself into denial all weekend over the situation. My sorrow intensified as I was sitting in the parking lot of the daycare. I did NOT want to take her in. I sat in the backseat of the car moving at snail speed and looking for ways to prolong the inevitable.
When I finally took her inside, I could tell she was going to love it there. She was so thrilled by the other children. She studied them intently and seemed to fit right in. I was so relieved. Later when I called to check on her, they told me she cried a little but was fine. At 11am, when I went to pick her up, I saw a very happy little Lexi playing on the floor with a couple of other cute babies. She was as delighted as ever, which will make tomorrow much easier on me (very thoughtful right?).
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